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Journal Entry: Sat Mar 24, 2012, 7:52 AM


a pony bit me today

hard

now my left arm hurts, and throbs

... pain



I rode him



A PONY! 8I

  • Listening to: johnny hollow
  • Watching: star trek the next generation/ponies

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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 13, 2012, 5:22 AM


EDIT: Okay, crisis over.

My tablet stopped working.... just like that

I'm re-installing the program right now but if that dosen't work... What will I do with all of my WIPs??!

  • Listening to: everything
  • Watching: star trek the next generation- aösdhalha Q

I'm leaving for a short while

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 26, 2012, 5:24 AM


Nothing major really, I just need a short break from drawing

Haaaah, listening to Final Fantasy Crisis Core music makes me remember my earlier school years... The time when I had lots of friends here on the internet, I wonder what happend to them


'Twilight Sparkle uses FORBIDDEN SUMMON: AINCENT STORM OF CHAOS'



  • Listening to: everything
  • Watching: my little DISCORD
  • Playing: skyrim/ assassins creed
  • Drinking: premier cola

somepony(me) overreacted but thank you all

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 4, 2012, 7:07 AM




EDIT: thank you all who commented and put me on my right tracks again, I just don't know what to say honestly.... well, I may have ranted a little too far before but still... my nerves have calmed down, my head needs a vacum cleaner and I need to sleep

thank you for being here with me

*sigh* I don't usually write journals anymore, because I know nopony cares to read them

but today I need to just tell/write/talk about how I feel about... well,(whispers in an awkward way) my new style

it feels like I've been standing in the same place for far too long, I haven't progressed in drawing for... well I dunno how long(not to talk about my lack of ideas these last days)

so I thought that maybe a change in style would make everything better

fuck it didn't


I mean just look at this shit! right now I feel ashamed that I even had this idea
I know I shouldn't say that, but that's how I feel

I dunno, maybe I'm just too obssessed in pleasing my watchers instead of pleasing myself

*sigh* what do you ponies think?

  • Listening to: caravan palace
  • Watching: my little waifu(ponies)
  • Playing: skyrim
  • Drinking: premier cola

seriously dude

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 23, 2011, 5:24 AM


This is the. Most. Horrible. Thing!

it is the timez to save teh internet!
So grab yo portal gunes and Mr. Chairs, it is teh times to gaow to teh bawtlfield 3

for the internet!

  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: JackleApp
  • Watching: mlp - FiM
  • Playing: OMGSKYRIM

im nut ok i promiss and skyrim

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 18, 2011, 2:02 AM


Someone stole my sweetroll!

But seriously, I am not ok right now. Been feeling sick and I apologize for my brief detention from DA and pony drawing.
But... Skyrim is so awesome!

Possible Skyrim crossover in progress.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Watching: mlp - FiM
  • Playing: OMGSKYRIM

over 40 memes bronies

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 9, 2011, 12:07 PM


as the title says

  • Mood: Excited
  • Watching: mlp - FiM
  • Playing: omgfridaypulesecomefasterneedskyrimplz

discord causes caos in the 2000's

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 3, 2011, 9:36 AM



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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: PiercingSight
  • Watching: mlp - FiM
  • Playing: sims3 pets

17 years pony

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 8, 2011, 11:11 PM
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seventeen years today...

no bigie... at least I feel that way...

yay for me? :iconfluttershyyayplz:

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  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: cat power - werewolf
  • Reading: paperwalls
  • Watching: werewolf movies
  • Playing: sonic unleashed

back home again

Fri Jul 22, 2011, 2:16 AM
OMG!
Iceland is sutch a dammn cool place!

Seriously, it's so beautiful.

Well, the first day, when we arrived. My dad and me, we took the bus into Reykarvik, to a guesthouse called Loki, next to a church who rang that tone the Big Ben in London rings.

We stayed there for about two days, there where(of course) other tourists there from other countries there aswell.

On the third day we woke up(still at Loki) in the guesthouse, ate breakfast, took a bus to the farm and then we met the tourguide Sara.

She was an amazing guide, she really won the hearts of us all. <3

The first hourse I got to ride was Skuggi(Skuki). <3333
Love from the first moment.

The first ride was short, about two hours long.

The next day was thougher, maybe 5-6 hours long.(if I remember correctly)
(oh, and I had Skuggi. <33 but after haf of the tour that day, we changed horses, then I had Seifur. <333 I luvz his tölt)

The third day was a dream. I had Seifur, bless him and his wonderous tölt <333. We rode to that huge waterfall Gullfors. Awesome.

After our break there we changed horses again, I had Svanril(I may have witten his name wrong), he was okay. We didn't really fit for each other. x)

And the last day(fourth).... The last day felt more like a dream than reality. I rode Seifur again(I LUVZ HIM SO MUCH!), he has sutch long mane, it was really flowing!

However, the last days ride was too short :iconcryforeverplz:

AH MISS MAH HORSES TOO MUCH!

Aaaand the Blue Lagoon is awesome. Go to Iceland pepole. o-o




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  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: cat power - werewolf
  • Reading: paperwalls
  • Watching: werewolf movies
  • Playing: sonic unleashed

next - iceland

Thu Jul 14, 2011, 1:18 PM
it's finally time.

Time for me and my dad to travel to iceland and ride the icelantic horses, see the nature and do bunch of other stuff. 8)

we'll be there for about a  week or so and ride for five days if I remember correctly.

However, I feel a little strange for some reason.

Maybe it is because I was on a  little boat trip the whole day yesterday with my friend and her dad.
I still feel like I'm on that boat! xD




Journal and images by `GillianIvy
  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: cat power - werewolf
  • Reading: paperwalls
  • Watching: werewolf movies
  • Playing: sonic unleashed

summer 2011

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 17, 2011, 3:05 AM
So... yeah, summer vacation... What can I say 'bout it?

It's summer! 8D
Rainy summer, but it's okay, I like rain. 8)

But it feels so strange, I still remember it like yesterday when I first joined DA.

But I got to thank you all, my friends, I feel like I've improved alot in my art ever since I started coming here.

And not only in my art, but in my heart too. <3

Anyways, I hope you all will have a delightful summer vacation with lots of love an' stuff. : 3

I miss you all, I hope you all know that.

  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: my little pony amvs
  • Reading: Let the old dreams die
  • Watching: my little pony FiM

the bitter taste of life

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 27, 2011, 11:41 AM
Someday we all will feel the real bitter taste of our human lifes.
How the word can be against you and that your normal life problems is really a small matter against other things.

Today, after school :iconbindilover: and I where out walking looking for a specific penstore I've been at last week. My dad bought me some markers and other stuff there.
I couldn't remember the way so we decided to go home, we did, kinda slowly. We talked and had a really great time, she photographed some with her camera, we laughed, like normal teenager friends do.

But then...

We parted ways, huged and said; "See you tomorrow, fufufu~"

Then I heard; "Hey, can we talk?"

I turned around and saw a kinda dark man, around his early 30's. But my instinct told me that this man, he was a danger to me. And I was right, he began asking me questions, lots of guestions, personal questions. Like, what my name was, wich school I go to and where I live.
Nobody was around, he could do exactly what he wanted to do with me, I had bad running shoes on so I coudn't really run so very fast from him IF he'd attack me.

It was a pedofile/rapist, whatever what you want to call him, and he tried to  hit on me.

He hugged me and wanted to kiss me.

When I came home I noticed my mom had not come home yet and I locked the door and cried, called my dad, he came to my place, we talked, my mom came home and all of us talked togheter.

Later my mother called the police so we could report this.

And then to cheer me up,  my dad had brought some music with and gave to me. So right now I'm listening to Breaking Benjamin.
But now I'm fine, although I still feel a little shaken up. ^^'

  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: breaking benjamin
  • Reading: I don't want to kill you
  • Watching: to aru majutsu no index II
  • Playing: persona4
  • Drinking: water

tagged and I'm happier

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 25, 2011, 8:15 AM
- I was tagged by :iconcrapzor:

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1. my name is really alkhflahlaöhflhahflahldhfalhlfjhl... and thats true...

2. I play the piano.... pretty badly xD and I need a teacher...

3. I love japan...?

4. I hate/are totally terrified of wasps but lovez bumblebees <33

5. I like singing?... thou, my singing voice suckzzzzz

6. I need to clean my room... nah, too lazy

7. my eyes are/feels kinda swollen.... damn pollen xp

8. I'm actully sickly shy...

9. PONIES!

10. I love all my friends~ <333

  • Mood: Sunny Mood
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Watching: to aru majutsu no index II
  • Playing: persona4
  • Drinking: water

please...

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 21, 2011, 12:45 PM
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I AM DOING WRONG!

  • Mood: Insulted
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Watching: to aru majutsu no index II

Livestream :)

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 3, 2011, 11:36 AM
I'll be trying out Livestream tonight, so if anybody would like to watch =
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Warning: The quality may be really bad. 8C

  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Reading: sayonara september
  • Watching: black jack / hetalia eng dub
  • Playing: secret of the magic crystal (demo)
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: premier cola

valentines <3

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 13, 2011, 10:56 AM
Wow... Man, aren't I boring.
It's been like, forever since I posted a new journal, and I've been slow and ignoring comments and journals....

I feel like a real terrible friend. ;A;

However, since it's Valentines tomorrow I am going to make some chocolate moss for my mom and I... If I only could make some and send to each one of you, althou I think it'd get a little destroyed in the shipping box. ;A;

Oh, and I've discoverd that I can cook! -3-*
So, whenever we meet, I want to cook you something, anything! >D

I can make you some kötbullar if you want to or maybe some kanelbullar... Very swedish. -3-*

... I'm going to Iceland this summer... All the horses, volcanos and no trees... That's gotta be something. o3o

Love you guys~ :heart::heart: And happy Valentines to you all~ :heart::heart:

  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Reading: sayonara september
  • Watching: black jack / hetalia eng dub
  • Playing: secret of the magic crystal (demo)
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: premier cola

Tagged

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 28, 2011, 1:17 PM
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1. I've always had a weakness for very beautiful men. Almost a little girley like men. :heart:

2. I always feel like I totally suck at art for some reason, like I never can improve more.

3. When I see/hear something I love I just totally fangirl-attacks it.

4. I've always been terrified of pepole who are sounds/look/are angry if I don't know them.

5. I don't know if I like girls or boys.

6. I don't belive in god/hell/heaven/ghosts/supernatural things. (But I do get scared if I hear something strange, and I'm NOT completly anti against those things. I mean, it'd be fun if something like that did exist and I do belive that Earth isn't the only planet in the universe with life on.)

7. I love asian boys. :heart:

8. I'm afraid of giving birth to a child. (but not so afraid of pain. well, I don't really want to feel it because it's not really pleasant when you mistakenly hit your thumb with an hammer really.)

9. I often dosen't know what to draw.

10. I'm always happy to make other pepole happy. :heart:

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  • Mood: Winter Downs
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Reading: I don't want to kill you
  • Watching: transformers animated
  • Playing: secret of the magic crystal
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: dr pepper

final fantasy 7 frustrations and new year

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 31, 2010, 12:38 PM


Happy New Years everybody! Wow, I can't belive it's going to be 2011, this midnight, it feels like it was just some months ago I where welcoming in 2010 and that felt really strange but fun at the same time. : 3

Time really do goes by faster when you get older huh...

I would be really happy and cheery right now but I'm not. You see, some days ago I was downloading a torrent file of the pc verison of Final Fantasy VII (since I've never played it and played the other FF VII's and completley fell in love with them) I installed it to my computer and it where running fine, even the playing where totally fine, untill now...

It just continues to crash, and I've come so far too. I am so pissed! Some times I just hate computers...

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  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Reading: fanfictions
  • Watching: soul eater
  • Playing: final fantasy VII
  • Eating: lots of delicious foods
  • Drinking: pommac

Merry Christmas all <3

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 25, 2010, 7:03 AM
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year too all! :love:

I hope that you all got the things you wished for and got to eat lots of delicious foods~:heart:

Right now I'm at my grandma's place (my fathers mother and not my mothers mothers place XD) and wont be able to draw anything till tomorrow evening, I think. :nod:

Well, anyways, have a great holiday!! :wave:

  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: v o c a l o i d
  • Reading: akuroku fanfictions
  • Watching: v o c a l o i d ::: cosplay PV
  • Playing: FF crisis core
  • Eating: lots of delicious foods
  • Drinking: julmust... lol wuuut??

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